Making Myself Perfect |
My name is Lena, I'm 17, from the San Fernando Valley. I have PANDAS syndrome & cyclothymia. I am empty, I use my eating diorder and drugs to feel alive. Diagnosed bulimic at 13, then ED-NOS at 16, but I think it goes with PANDAS. I'm a senior in high school. Height: 5'6 CW: 114.8 HW: 120.0 LW: 93.8 UGW: 90.0 The Mental Illness Directory |
Being caught, the reason I haven’t been on tumblr much…
it is nights like this that i feel i am inching toward some unnamed precipice.
i am dangling on some edge i cannot determine and therefore do not know how to avoid;
but all i know is that the tiny little blessings of hunger pangs are finding me, and in them i will find solace and perhaps, some rest for these bones.
Sigh. I have too much work to do. All I want to do is melt into my bed & listen to music. Can’t i graduate already! Is that too much to ask for? June 9th is too far away.
Dear school,
Fuck you & fuck off.
Love, a second semester senior!
Bars* (via cocaine-wh0re)
(via cocaine-wh0re)
(via inmywayofperfection)
(Source: n-e-c-r-o, via inmywayofperfection)
I used to love this song when I was younger :/
(Source: ruoloc, via inmywayofperfection)
(via thin-feels-better)
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